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I cant stop crying , I just found out that my cat drowned last night in our pool, I thought it was weird she didnt come home last night , and my mom told me dont go out looking for her and that my sister would try and get her to come in , when she got home from being out with her boyfriend, so I woke up a round 12 today and my mom said she never came home, and I just found out that this morning when my dad got home he found her, and my mom knew the whole time but didnt tell me because she knew how bad I would take it , so its not so bad about missing the 4th because I def not enjoy it , I cant stop crying , I dont think I will ever be as close to any animal as I was her, im so tore up , im taking it harder than losing a family member , but basically I did I lost a part of me , god I dont know what im going to do , its so unexpected , she was pregnant with kittens , GOD , this is the hardest news I ever got , im mad , im angry upset hurt im all of it rollled into one... i gotta go ...

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Unexpected out of town visitors so , guess who is the one who got to cancel his camping trip to stay home and entertain... YOU GUESSED IT!!!!!!! ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Hey fellas sorry I havent been tooo active on here in the past couple weeks , just been really busy around here doing a lot of remodeling on the house, and have been real caught up in all the chaos, I have 1615 deviations to go through and 287 unread messages, so tommorrow I dub thee " catch up day" and hope to get back to all of you of you remind you that all has not been forgotten and neither have all of you ... I MISS YOU!!!! ALL !! I love you deviantART!!! your my rock in my hard place... ooooo kinky! haha

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Some of the descriptions below are written in the third person, others- in the second; it is all about you.



General Characteristics (gray table)
Oppositeness + dependence on feelings + need of change
You strive to get out of an unsatisfactory situation, and react to complex circumstances with a great deal of irritation, as those circumstances make impossible deep satisfaction and the pleasant awareness of personal security.




Your Desired Objective
Wants to swipe aside the things that stand in his way, to follow his impulses, and be involved in special or exciting happenings. In this way he hopes to deaden the intensity of his conflicts, but his impulsive behavior leads him to take risks.




Existing Situation
Working to improve his image in the eyes of others so as to obtain their compliance and agreement with his needs and wishes.




Your Restrained Characteristics
You temporarily have to compromise, and, consequently, you don’t feel any cordial affection. You understand that you are obligated to agree to any compromise, which makes your relationship unstable and insecure. You are emotionally inhibited. It’s difficult for you to retain the stability of emotional attachments.




Your Stress Sources
The existing situation is disagreeable. Feels lonely and uncertain as he has an unsatisfied need to ally himself with others whose standards are as high as his own, and wants to stand out from the rank and file. This sense of isolation magnifies the need into a compelling urge, all the more upsetting to his self-sufficiency because of the restraint he normally imposes on himself. Since he wants to demonstrate the unique quality of his own character, he tries to suppress this need for others and affects an attitude of unconcerned self-reliance to conceal his fear of inadequacy, treating those who criticize his behavior with contempt. However, beneath this assumption of indifference he really longs for the approval and esteem of others.




Your Actual Problem
Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to stress and anxiety. He wants congenial contact with others and scope for development, but feels that his relationships are empty and his progress impeded. He reacts with an intense and zealous activity designed to achieve his aims at all costs.

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General Characteristics (gray table)
Oppositeness + dependence on feelings + extreme irritation
You regard the present circumstances as unbearable and decisively arise against them with a distinct feeling of disgust.




Your Desired Objective
Demands that ideas and emotions shall merge and blend perfectly. Refuses to make any concessions or to accept any compromises.




Existing Situation
Works well in cooperation with others. Needs a personal life of mutual understanding and freedom from discord.




Your Restrained Characteristics
You have to adapt yourself to the requirements of the situation, make yourself comfortable in the existing circumstances and compromise. You are willing to satisfy your sensual needs and release the compelling tension. You feel that you can’t overcome the existing difficulties on your own, and understand that you must make the most of the existing circumstances. You find satisfaction in sexual activity.




Your Stress Sources
Unfulfilled expectations have led to uncertainly and an apprehensive watchfulness. Badly needs to feel secure and protected against further disappointment, being passed over, or losing standing and prestige. Doubtful that things will be any better in the future, but inclined nevertheless to make exaggerated demands or reject compromise.




Your Actual Problem
Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety, emptiness, and an unadmitted self-contempt. His refusal to admit this leads to his adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude.

...... and its warm as all hell.......

get your mind out of the gutter . IM TALKIN bout the weather... !!!! Not too much to do today , so im gonna relax and if possible work on some pics that I have taken within the past couple weeks that I have not even looked @ yet

...... and its warm as all hell.......

Holy Shit'in mother of god, lol, how fuckin sweet is that!!! You guys are the best ... !!!!

...... and its warm as all hell.......

so I got my camera , and im outside... all the people that Fav'ed me I did reply with thank yous and I promise ill go back tonight to mutually check out all of your galleries ...

..... give me SUN OR GIVE ME DEATH!!!!!!!

just relaxing with some company from Ohio , watching "The Mist" ....

..... give me SUN OR GIVE ME DEATH!!!!!!!

another day stuck in mi casa , outside is damper and colder than an elderly eskimos koochie, but inside is warm and boring like a cupcake with no frosting... so yea, its to say im rather boring , combined with all this talk of baked goods , I think im gonna go eat something...

damn , talk about a day where you cant go out and do anything , Weather is calling for RAIN ... Morning - Noon & Nights, + wind advisories of gusts for 65-70mph ..

To all the Hott Momma's out there....

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I was out ALL day shooting its now 7:45 and I took over 400 pictures today ... so once I get my computer up and running, by tommorrow , Ill be working on some...

im on my SLOOOOW ass notebook now , tryin to backup my photos before I have to do a FULL restore, AHHH... im fucked....

Iron Man ... Gotta love Bittorrent!!

Need opinions

Hey guys over the next hour Im going to be putting up some new stuff as well as old the diff. with the old stuff is that Ive been trying some new techniques in lightroom , so any opinions or ideas would be great .. THANKS!